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Wednesday 3 July 2013

It's not a Fairy Tale

Wanna read a story ? It's not a fairytale , it's real

Ana ada sahabat yang mana sejak zaman 'Jahiliyyah' Form 1 lah bersama. Berjauhan kejap sebab masuk hostel kemudian get along kembali kami lepas SPM .

Pendek kata kami jahil bersama , berubah bersama. Menangis bersama . In syaa Allah mengaji bersama  juga . Setiap seorang drpd mereka ana dapat teladan.

Sekarang ana nak cerita kisah salah seorang daripadanya

Beliau ni kategori canteeek orangnya , jelingan dia kau jangan buat main la kalau taknak jatuh hati :D Sakai jugak kekadang tapi nasib lawa pulak kaan :D Ana dapat tau dia serius dengan seseorang yg lebih tua drpdnya time Form 4. Of course I don't really like this couple stuff but to know that my buddy is in a serious relationship I just love to watch them happy la kan . It's not my right utk against it pun. Day to day I can see that they are rally serious. Okay .

Satu hari sahabat ana ni terdetik hatinya untuk berubah. tekad . Tekad abadi kata orang. Dengan statusnya ala ala 'couple' juga dia jadi tak selesa. Mungkin di dalam kepalanya
"Kalau aku nak berubah biar serius terus. Bersihkan semua"
Maka berterus teranglah dia kpd lelaki tersebut bhwa dia nak menjaga, tak boleh contact selagi tak penting and everything -- kalau boleh nak putus.

That guy faham but he said 
"Anything asalkan bukan putus"
Since this guy pun jenis yg agak menjaga sebenarnya tp ye lah faham la kan. He love my friend so much -- nak bawak kawin dah pun since he will got a stable carrier (ye lah dah beza umur pun banyak jugak) . Senang cerita my friend will have a bright future la kalau kawin dgn dia.

Tapi kawan ana ni bila makin dia fikir makin terkesan pada hatinya ayat ni
 "Kalau kita berubah/buat sesuatu kerana Allah pasti Allah akan bagi yg terbaik utk kita"

Dia semakin tekad dan tekad . Okay it's better kalau mereka putus . Dijamin terjaga batasnya . Lelaki tu sangat marah bila sahabat ana sebut tentang putus (memang dia faham kawan ana nak berubah tapi ye lah bila dah sayang mesti risau akan hilang that person kan) My friend actually still syng dia tp she have to be strong Lillahi Ta'ala and she believe that Allah will give her something better. 

Day to day , she just bear with it. Bear with his anger. Lelaki tu terus diam dan diam. Membuatkan sahabat ana rasa sedih dan sedih . Semakin serba salah setiap hari until one day her family held a Doa Selamat for her birthday and we go to help and celebrate. She cried in front of us. Sebelum majlis start, tengahari tu dia turun tangga tetiba berlinang lebat air mata. I can't say anything. She's strong in order to find Allah's love rather than human's.

Just don't ask my friend yg mana. Take a lesson from her determinaton.

She is now a muslimah with tudung labuh, baju longgar, try to be better and better. Ujian dia utk berubah mungkin lebih besar dr ana dek kecantikan yg Allah beri lebih payah utk kita jaga hati kan. Allahuakbar. Pada-Mu kami sandarkan segalanya. Semoga ini menjadi iktibar utk kita :)

If you don't get someone that you love, have a faith in Allah . Surely He will give you someone better. You deserve better but don't try to be better for someone but be a better Muslim Lillahi Ta'ala . 

p/s : Ohoo don't ask me when to get married. Seriously with my 'kehinaan' I don't deserve anyone good. I just happy with the way I am now. When to think ? There is a moment where I have to think, I will. Mmng kita kena mencari jugak jodoh apa semua ni kan tp nnti la masanya. Let's find His love first baby ! :)

Semoga Allah terus menjaga kita dr pandangan, hati & minda yg kotor . Aamiin

 


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